“Dont believe everything you read nor hear, there’s two sides to every story.”
Sometimes, I still imagine myself at the shore, feeling the sands on my feet, and let waves trying to wept me away. Its life, for many or just a few people I believes, there where I always been. I’m sure I can hold my ground. But sometimes, everything is just happens at one, and its life that we may sway away, fallen a little too deep to taste silly salty sea.
But I always rises again, and again. Probably because I dont want to be drown, and when I’m up and ready, there are another waves put awaiting to wash you again.
Words, yes. What cannot be said will be wept, and I can’t be less agree than that. Only a silent man bite his tongue just to hold what he feels, to curse himself like me, myself an terrible irresponsible man.
And when I say sorry, and sorry.
I do still feel guilty, its just against me. I want keep my promises, I want to be someone’s someone. Though you may say I am unworthy as per your degrees. I still wanna go through all the pain of those things.
Call me anything you want, but still please call me. I’m just an lonely man that already alone all these times, and what can be worse than to lose things that never really yours, but still its makes your heart bleed. I don’t want make things complicated, I do has seen we are both hurts in our own way. I just don’t wanna see you gone before I do, and call me selfish but I really don’t anything bad happens to you. Thats why, sorry, I did let you go. Go or gone to find yourself, and let’s see me if I could catching up soon. Because I will dive in my own sea blood to find your smile if needed. Just give me hope.
Ah, yeah… life is not always about love.
Arciel's words 